I was slowly, silently
I let you see me.
I’ve let you in too
Close.
I……
Will run.
I
Must
Rush away
As fast as I can
And
Hide.
Turn my face
Away
And
Withhold the broken bits.
I just can’t do it.
I can’t let you
See
The inside,
Wasted
Pieces
Of me.
I will shove you away
With these two hands of mine.
I will shove you away
And a piece of me will die.
Inside.
I love you.
I love you,
You see
But you are not
Allowed,
In turn
To love me.
I’ll run away
And try to forget
That you ever touched me
That our souls ever met.
Often times
Dare to drink
The poem
That is me.
Dare to let
My moves settle
In your soul.
Dare to take me
Whole.
Lie with me in grass of green.
Dream with me in clouds of white.
Dance with me in days of wonder.
Dream with me in nights of slumber.
Feel this life upon our skin.
Drink the untrained passion
Hear the pulse of satisfaction.
Ride the endless heat
In this divine existence.
And you will know
You have the
Steadfastness
To dare.
Take me whole.
I dare
You.
Unleash me.
Love.
Cosmic infinity.
Beyond words.
Our souls were one
Before the birth of
Twilight.
When the stars
Were sleeping.
Still
Yet dreaming.
When the dust of the earth
Drifted in space
Searching and longing
For a place to meet and
Create
The beginning.
Before.
When the air was dark.
Still heavy
And craving.
Wishing only to be
Inhaled.
Completely consumed
By
Light and Love.
And then,
And Always,
We were
One.
Sing me home.
I hear your voice
Soft and faint.
Urging me
Guiding me.
I know you wait
Patiently.
I may climb
I may crawl
I may fly.
I may never grasp the reasons why.
But in the souls journey,
There is not a clock.
Time does not exist.
What feels like an eternity
In the inborn need
To unite
May be just
A blink
Of the eye
To the
Flesh and Bone.
Let your fingers linger
On my skin.
Intoxicate me with
The rhythm of your heart.
Bury yourself in the
Unsung
Depths
Of a passion
Begun in the soul
Unknown
Until this moment.
Held in the heart,
An awakened
Secret waiting
For this spark
To ignite
And take on a life
Of its own.
Sorry if I flinch
When you make a sudden movement.
Sorry if I recoil
From your touch.
Sorry if I jump in response
To an unexpected noise.
Sorry if I don’t talk
All that much.
Sorry I can’t look you in the eye when
You speak to me.
Sorry if it seems I
Utter words in whispers.
Sorry if I am too sorry
You see,
It’s become
First nature
For me.
I am going to sleep
And in my dreams I will meet you
On the oceans edge.
Where the waves come
To kiss the shore
And stir the sand.
There I will stand.
Where they greet each other
With a never ending caress.
Never to rest.
They have become the motion,
The waves of the ocean.
Always coming back for more
The waters crave the shore.
Traveling the curves of the
Earth
To Embrace.
Dancing with grace,
Ever longing
For the magical song of the
Moon.
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