This world plays the music,
We create the dance.
This world plays the music,
We create the dance.
Memories.
Playing in my grandparents old farmhouse.
Looking outside through the window.
“Do not play at the window child. Do not touch
The stick holding the window open. Go outside”
Curiosity always ruled me.
Itchy fingers and dreamy mind wondering what could happen this time.
So closer I moved.
What is this mighty stick doing I may not touch?
Holding up the heavy window frame I realized to late
As it slammed down unapologetically on my my little hand.
Tears stinging my eyes to my surprise.
Swollen and bruised hand now but
“That’s what you get when you do not listen child. Now go outside and play.
Stay on the grass. Do not leave the yard.”
I would proceed to play barefoot and roam the boundaries I was told not to go.
Skin now pierced by prickly burs. Tears again.
“If we told you once, we told you twice. Now child why don’t you listen.”
Once more I wander places I ought not go. Family visiting outside stop to hear my cry.
Me confronted.
A large snake poised up to meet my eyes. I stood frozen.
“Don’t move a muscle!”
And they interfere with my curiosity. I am safe now in big sisters arms.
” Why don’t you listen child? There is danger and boundaries you mustn’t cross. We know better as we have lived longer.”
I did not understand their language it seems.
My heart does idle in
Confusion
While
My brain plays
Between lucidity and
Madness.
The stars are closing their eyes
To rest for the day.
That is when
The moon,
She runs away,
And the sun does
Take his turn
Come out and play.
One day.
One beautiful day
She will come out to play.
But for now she prefers
The dreary rainy days.
Days when distant sounds are muffled
By the raindrops gentle pitter patter
On the leaves over head.
Those days no one can hear her tip toe
Out beyond her comfort.
She feels safe
Blending into the gray,
Into the shadows.
If she becomes frightened,
She
Can quietly work her way back
To sanctuary without
Drawing a passerby’s
Glance.
You touch me
And I hold my breath
Not wanting to make a sound.
Your eyes hold me.
They keep me up.
I find I’m floating
Above the ground.
Your soul whispers
“Come out and Play.”
In response
I cannot stay.
I am found.
Your heart plays a melody.
I find myself dancing
To a song that has been silent
An eternity
It seems.
Your lips speak my name.
In response
I will never be the same.
I am whole.