Sing me home.
I hear your voice
Soft and faint.
Urging me
Guiding me.
I know you wait
Patiently.
I may climb
I may crawl
I may fly.
I may never grasp the reasons why.
But in the souls journey,
There is not a clock.
Time does not exist.
What feels like an eternity
In the inborn need
To unite
May be just
A blink
Of the eye
To the
Flesh and Bone.
Let your fingers linger
On my skin.
Intoxicate me with
The rhythm of your heart.
Bury yourself in the
Unsung
Depths
Of a passion
Begun in the soul
Unknown
Until this moment.
Held in the heart,
An awakened
Secret waiting
For this spark
To ignite
And take on a life
Of its own.
Sorry if I flinch
When you make a sudden movement.
Sorry if I recoil
From your touch.
Sorry if I jump in response
To an unexpected noise.
Sorry if I don’t talk
All that much.
Sorry I can’t look you in the eye when
You speak to me.
Sorry if it seems I
Utter words in whispers.
Sorry if I am too sorry
You see,
It’s become
First nature
For me.
I am going to sleep
And in my dreams I will meet you
On the oceans edge.
Where the waves come
To kiss the shore
And stir the sand.
There I will stand.
Where they greet each other
With a never ending caress.
Never to rest.
They have become the motion,
The waves of the ocean.
Always coming back for more
The waters crave the shore.
Traveling the curves of the
Earth
To Embrace.
Dancing with grace,
Ever longing
For the magical song of the
Moon.
If I could draw love
It would be scribbles and
Never ending
Loops without direction.
If I could paint love
It would be a brilliant
Mess of every color.
Looking more like
Child’s
Creation I guess.
Wild and free.
Thrown on a canvas
From the insides of me.
No rhyme
Or reason.
Just a crazy
Beautiful
Disaster.
What is this beating heart
But a simple bag of flesh,
Meat and muscle?
How does it rule my every thought,
Every breath so?
It’s only job is to
Drive
Blood
Through these
Thirsty viens.
Instead it has overthrown my mind
Taking charge of
Every move,
Every decision
I make.
Speaking it’s own language
I do not comprehend
Yet try desperately to understand.
I yearn to interpret the beating within
This skeleton cage.
Somehow it wanders.
Somehow it roams.
It escapes me,
This heart
Trapped in bone.
Still it makes me laugh.
Still it makes me cry.
This senseless beating
Echoing
Throughout.
Within
My cage until I die.
So many hearts
Beating around this world
Some fast
Some slow
Some out of control.
So many bodies longing for warmth
Reaching
And grasping
For someone to hold.
We pack it all up
When we step out
The door
And roleplay
And laugh
Like we don’t feel alone.
In this cage it does rage.
In this cage it does weep.
In this cage it will never sleep.
In this cage I must keep
This beating
Heart
Of mine.
So who sold you that neat little
Blueprint
For the perfectly shaped box of
Expectations
You built?
You thought you followed the Directions and built it right
Now you cannot figure why
You are living such an empty
Life.
Is it going well dragging it around like A ball and chain?
Did you think you would play it like a simple Game?
Do all of the disappointments
Have you crawling around
On the ground?
I know you tried to fix it up
In pretty ribbons
And bows.
I hope you have
Finally figured it out.
I hope you know.
You need to smash it baby.
Drop it on the floor
And kick it out the door.
Life’s a roller coaster
You have to let go.
Break your
Expectations
Limitations.
Take a running leap
And
Soar.
Chole Into Diamonds 