I step into the elevator;
The
Lights flickering
dizzy my mind.
Residual scent of perfume and body
Odor floating in the air.
Up
Or down seem the only choices left
Me
in this steel box.
And I don’t know
Where I want to go;
Neither.
I step into the elevator;
The
Lights flickering
dizzy my mind.
Residual scent of perfume and body
Odor floating in the air.
Up
Or down seem the only choices left
Me
in this steel box.
And I don’t know
Where I want to go;
Neither.
You are the moon
And the the stars and
The air in between that touches me,
That fills me and empties me;
The gravity and the lack thereof,
Everywhere
And all the time.
Pulling me, freeing me.
My lungs, my heart, my mind and skin
Crave and weep.
Bliss. Rhapsody.
I want more.
Yet there you
Are trying
To embrace an
Empty ache
Of what,
Or who unknown.
No substance close.
Dreams. Nightmares.
You wake up soaked in sweat
And wanting.
Needing
Some touch of heart,
Some warmth of skin.
Is it a ghost from the past you
So desire
Or something yet to come?
When (if) you finally get
What you have always wanted
Will you treasure it
Or destroy it?
Your lips
So far away.
Biding time.
I find myself
Imagining the day away
While awake.
I do not recognize
This new ache for more.
The fantasy;
This ecstasy
That fills me
Remains
Drunk on dreams
Of reality.
My heart fervent;
An accelerated tempo inside.
I am left wanting.
A want or a need.
Searching.
A want or a need.
Reaching.
A want or a need.
Touching.
A want or a need.
Immersing.
Neither one nor the other.
Both.
When
Traveling the speed of
Light
It is easy to lose
Clarity
Of
Sight
And
Mistake
A want
For
A need.
With tender fingers
You played my soul.
With determined eyes
You found where I hide.
Deep within
In my darkest core
You found me
Broken
Yet still want more.
Want everything
You can touch
And feel
You love me
Heart
Soul
And
Mind.
Where have you been all this time?