Tag Archives: tears

Nov12

Realms

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Sensing our imminent arrival

We coalesce.

Taking a breath,

Sharing this oxygen

As we immerse once again into the depths.

Wave after wave deeper;

Exploring realms in shadow and light.

A language of movement and stillness created

Between us.

 In the dark

A spark,

And up we ascend

Crashing through the tension of the surface.

Obliterating  the pain of the past

As sunlight scorches shattered pieces of what was.

Kaleidoscopic reflections blind us as we find our way

intuitively;

euphoric now.

Immersion in new sight of

Love finds us dissolving into unseen matter.

Cellular regeneration begins in these further realms,

Shifting reality.

Surfing between dimensions with ease

Our adventure just beginning.

Breathing in unison;

Tears are merely ocean water here.

May26

Groove

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Can’t eat,

can’t sleep.

I have walked a groove into these floors.

Tears drip, drip, drop.

No longer avoiding the creaky spots;

One step in reality,

The next in a dream.

Passing through the veil
As my mind whispers,

“I am still here with you”.

Reminding me i am alive.

Counting. Breathe,

Just breathe.

Eyes closed,

mind awake.
The furnace fires up and here I am.

Apr28

Longest Ache

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The longest ache.

Tears form in the corner of my eyes when

I remember the magic i felt,

The beauty I witnessed.

And I remember wiping

The red dust from my cheeks

So long ago.

The joy and the wonder a new sight can

bring,

The souls one meets that love a song.

To think

Once

I did not believe.

It was another life now

And then another

And here I am still in wonder.

The longest ache sears through my veins.

The yearning remains.

The ancient beats within my heart reverberate

Through time unseen in synchronization with those who came before

And those yet to come.

Oct22

Mystic

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The clock calls the midnight hour.

I close my eyes and

Am aware of

You

Everywhere I turn.

My pulse races

And my mind gets dizzy.

I put my hand to my heart

And hold myself steady;

Flushed

With heat,

My skin tingling.

This is your magic

At work once more.

Intuition. Instinct.

A faint melody plays through my memories.

There is no reasoning nor answers

In explanation.

We are in synch and I breathe.

We are in synch and I dance.

The truth of us

Unspoken,

Unwritten,

Unfathomable

In the mind.

Divine mystical mystery.

Over mountains and oceans far goes the yearning.

Over soft curves of my skin fall the tears.

Oct14

Cry

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They snuggled in close as could be;

Tangled.

Turning away

She buried her face in the blanket.

Hidden.

To her

He whispered softly,

“It‘s okay to cry you know.”

She lifted her gaze to his,

“But i am so afraid,

So fearful i will drown in myself.

That i will be so ugly to you.”

And in his eyes she felt his reply,

“Let yourself go.

You think you will drown

But this is where you become yourself,

Where

You are more.

I felt your soulshine upon arrival here. Birth.

Radiate.

Nourish.

This is how the roots are hydrated my

Love, and this is where one

Flourishes,

In the letting go.”

Oct9

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I was taught to

Swallow my tears.

Keep them within,

Becoming bloated with grief.

My blood saturated with salt

Until

Solidified

Heart so heavy

And lungs drowned with self inflicted water,

I could no longer stand.

I could not absorb oxygen needed to keep warm nor fully breathe,

Could not pump blood through my own veins to live.

Not knowing that to cry was such strength

For those surrounding me

Saw it,

Claimed it as

Victory;

A winning of some kind to break another more than yourself.

I still cry in the dark.

I never said I was perfect.

Jul28

Tears

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She stood staring at the monument,

Her mind taken back

To then.

Was that the same wind blowing through her hair

That blew

On a day so very long ago?

Has it just been traveling the world;

Been out there somewhere waiting to hear her heart beat again?

Now she was

Afraid to turn around.

Not ready to leave,

Fearful the tears would fall

And a passerby would stare.

They would most likely

Assume she must be drunk or out of her mind.

No, she teetered on the edge and almost plunged

But

She was

Simply sad.

Just plain sad. People do not like to see that

Sadness.

Tears.