Can’t eat,
can’t sleep.
I have walked a groove into these floors.
Tears drip, drip, drop.
No longer avoiding the creaky spots;
One step in reality,
The next in a dream.
Passing through the veil
As my mind whispers,
“I am still here with you”.
Reminding me i am alive.
Counting. Breathe,
Just breathe.
Eyes closed,
mind awake.
The furnace fires up and here I am.
Take a step;
Now stand still
And feel the power you have
Being present in the moment
To create your next move.
Oh the things one sees when
We simply choose to observe
Without attachment to
What is deemed right or wrong in the
Eyes
Of earthlings grounded
In thought by gravity alone.
If one does not sit still
One cannot see repercussions
Of actions.
Observe, learn and shift.
Flow in love.
There are times this sorrow,
Confusion,
Worthlessness,
Fear
Has grabbed her and yanked her under ;
Beneath the undertow before She can take a breath.
It is then that She has learned to breathe in the water;
Even if She can’t move She keeps breathing.
She stops struggling
and eventually She floats back to the surface;
Someplace unrecognizable.
Someone unrecognizable to her.
New.
Keep this in mind,
You do
Not have to let someone back into
Your life just
Because they
“changed”;
You can still love them.
And this unwavering yearning for you
Resonates in my blood and my bones
As i wander;
You are here
In the air
And i breathe.
We lie
Entangled
Still as trees
Warmth between us tended and
Flowing
Naturally,
Soothing these aches and the pains of the heart and mind in this dimension.
Scars forgotten as hope permeates within and
Without.
A surge of all that was purged as a new dawn begins.
Serenity.
Truth is
Awareness,
Knowing when to speak up
And when to listen.
Thinking
About and becoming aware your true intentions.
Holding yourself accountable.
Ego is self,
Soul is for highest good.
Only by diving deep
Into self and observing
Does one find the truth
Within the truth.
Fluidity in thoughts and actions.
Ever questioning; diving deeper,
Rising higher and settling oneself in reflection.
What serves in healing and awareness is fluid.
Flow in the stillness.
And the truth of it all is ones individual ego truth is not everyones.
You’re more likely to meet a wild one if you
Are quiet and still for they’ve lived a life since
Birth
Of danger and survival
And will not approach if they equate you with a threat.
They can sense threats and lies.
One cannot hide the scent of intentions,
And love is transparent after all.
Overflow unbound.
Shine in infinite stillness.
Let your love
And strength in peace
Be bigger
Than anything else.
There are no words to write.
No words to say.
That is okay.
There is more beauty than can be explained. There is more space between than can be fathomed.
More sense.
More healing.
Do not force what is not meant just to fill a space.
Let it be itself, let it be free, unchained.
Let it flow onward and away.
There is peace in nothing to say.
No more to add.
No more to take away.
Continue in stillness.
Chole Into Diamonds 