And in this space
We occupy
Resides
Infinity.
And in this space
We occupy
Resides
Infinity.
When one is comfortable with their own truth
Then
They leave space for others to be comfortable with their own truth as well;
Allowing us all to be brave.
Sharing our truths in peace
Is love.
I have lost count the times I blew out my own candle,
to hide in the dark, to keep myself unseen.
But I did not know there were such lovely souls,
the seekers,
who found people like me
And let us be without criticizing.
Kindly,
Lovingly,
Softly they lit the way out,
Not a light to blinding nor a noise to frightening,
Allowing us time and space to
Re-emerge at our own pace,
In our own time.
I am ever grateful.
No longer seeking.
What is, is.
I am the stillness, the stillness is me.
Unfathomed thoughts
As i sit in the moss and
Get lost in
All that is
Flowing, flowing
Through me.
No space, no time.
Endless breath submergence.
Unbend.
Sometimes
I believe i am well
Then i get this twisted gut
And this crooked eye
And they both dig into me deep
Dredging and pulling
Till they find something to ridicule
Laughing
And pointing
Mocking
And they dance with joy
As i swing and miss
Then retreat
Down
Down
Under reality
Into the depths of my mind
Where there is shelter
And silence
But
Not oxygen.
Perpetual space.
The sky.
There she is
Every day,
Every night.
Brilliant air,
Colors so fair.
She fills all the empty spaces with her being
Indifferent to our goings on.
her mind was quite broken you see.
for so long the road to healing has been most tedious.
she has had to learn to allow herself grace
and tenderness unapologetically
she has had to learn she does not need to justify this to
anyone
for even she was unaware that those wounds were too painful to touch
that even her skin was deeply bruised
with heart and mind
and this takes time
giving herself space to grow new strength
unspoken
and nurturing her own roots
and spirit
which ultimately remain
unbroken
love and tenderness for oneself grow freely when welcomed
and cared for unconditionally
I won’t ask about your
Father
For I know he is deceased.
I will not ask about your
Mother,
I know she shattered you to pieces.
I will,
However,
Offer you a safe space
To lay it all down.
A space to heal.
A place where you can feel the
Sanctity of your soul.
Where it will remind you
That you are whole.
I offer you love and kindness.
A quiet time to recover your heart and
Mind.
And there you can mend without
Question.
You will come in one day
And find me gone.
Only remnants of
Shooting stars
Will remain
In the space I used to be.
You will call my name
And search for me in
Distant places
But I will be nowhere to be found.
You really never knew where to find me
Anyway.
There you stood
Looking at the clouds
Talking to yourself out loud
When you believed
No one was around.
I saw you standing there
The smile gone from your face.
Lost in a dream.
Lost in a lifetime
And space.
And my heart ached
As I recognized
Myself in you.