She entered the dark night of her soul willingly.
Alone.
Now her spark and
unwavering light
she has become,
Emerging unshakable.
She became the stillness.
They can say whatever they wish as
It is all in their minds.
And these words of breath,
They disappear uppon utterance
Only held in the space of the mind if one so wishes.
So
Release
And find peace in
The being
Of
Self;
Holy.
once we meet ourselves
in our deepest, darkest depths
the parts of us we fear and avoid,
once we embrace ourselves there,
nothing will scare us
we will realize
no one creates our fear for we create ourselves.
once we love our whole self
we see how love is not lacking, only our thoughts creating lack.
Tearing our own eyes out
To avoid the truth.
Stumbling and fumbling,
Grabbing anything we can out of desperation Including others as we fall to the ground.
Fear.
And the truth is still there
No matter that we choose to believe
Someone has blinded us.
We are allowing it of our own free will.
The great return to self awareness and intuition;
The reacquaintance in the depths of you
Of your true loves and passions can be scary
But man is it freeing and beautiful.
You are beauty itself; infinite love.
Free yourself.
Some will see the beautiful light of another soul,
Who loves unhidden,
And they will be consumed by self,
Pointing out and focusing only on the shadows cast.
Do not be disheartened for they themselves are in A dark place and have not looked within Themselves to see their own beautiful light.
Keep shining ;
Keep loving unattached to their words and definitions.
Do not remain trapped in a human mind made prison.
You are enough as are they.
You have always been free.
You are free.
One can choose to be noise or harmony.
If one wishes to be heard
One must first
Learn to listen to oneself.
Pause;
Intuition.
I did linger in the mire of
Self defeating thoughts for
Most of my life,
I am learning to stand up for myself
To myself.
Oh my dear soul
Your skin,
Your heart and mind,
Have become saturated
With the ulterior motives
Of others.
It is time to take a step back
And get to know yourself.
Immersing in your own golden light,
These things will slough off and away
Leaving you to shine as
Your
True Self.
Pure illumination.
In the ache of loneliness
I learned to love myself.
In learning to love myself
I have found a peace
No human can offer.
Dear heart
Do not believe
Others can keep you
From shining
For they do not hold your flame.
They hold only their own.
You are the
Master
Of your light,
Of self.
Chole Into Diamonds 