once we meet ourselves
in our deepest, darkest depths
the parts of us we fear and avoid,
once we embrace ourselves there,
nothing will scare us
we will realize
no one creates our fear for we create ourselves.
once we love our whole self
we see how love is not lacking, only our thoughts creating lack.
Realizing we,
Trembling in touch.
A power conscious
Brought us here,
Unimagined in the human mind.
A seeing beyond
Blood and bone,
A realization.
Every step,
Change of mind,
Everyone ever known
All flowing
In the knowing
To keep all of this going;
Our paths to meet.
Too much,
Too little,
Then nothing.
Gray sky.
Black sky,
Blue.
My moods waning from here to there.
The dog whimpers in her sleep
And I wonder was it a good whimper or is
There something
Disturbing going on in her dream?
I walk to the door and open it
As if welcoming some unseen guest.
Is it merely air that i need?
My imagination being of no steadfast company
To me this day.
And words, well
They are all crashing in my brain,
And as quickly as they come,
None.
So here I am standing, staring into the trees
Waiting for some big
Realization.
All I can think of is you.
Once again you have saved me and I cannot
Form words;
Bring breath to the why or how.
Chole Into Diamonds 