You think you have fallen into
The hole and deep you go;
Ah but you are
Merely taking a different path as you
Find yourself becoming the universe.
On through the other side,
Back to the stars where you belong all
Along.
Returning and re-emerging.
A newborn star.
Life and light pulses from within
You.
So beautiful, so honest.
I go to the other room
And in the quiet corner I
Check to make sure my heart is
Still beating.
I get dizzy when I am overwhelmed and begin to think I might be dreaming or not real any more.
A heartbeat means I am real right?
Or maybe someone else needs to check it and tell me I am real because i could be tricking myself.
And he is doing it again,
Recreating
This enlivening within me.
Dissolving.
Peeling petals back one by one.
I try to hold it down,
Keep suppressing
The fluttering inside.
I close my eyes;
I sense
Him checking my pulse;
His fingers upon my
Wrist;
His
Ear upon my chest.
Feeling,
Listening
To see if i am still here
And i am grateful.
The cats is watching me
Wondering if i am okay.
I am watching
The liquid
In my cup
As it moves to the beat of vibrations
Traveling
Through the table top
From the stereo.
Base pulsing.
And I am lost in
No particular time.
I cannot feel the blood in my veins,
I do feel the pulse of the music as does the
Liquid in my cup.
We dance together.
The cat still watches.
Chole Into Diamonds 