She doesn’t wish to spend the rest of her life believing in everyone else but herself,
So today she took the tiniest step
And exhaled all the breaths she had been holding internally for dear life .
It may remain unseen to others
but in her world it is the biggest,
Most beautiful move she’s made that she can recall,
Maybe even in her whole life.
It’s time to move on brave girl.
Take a step;
Now stand still
And feel the power you have
Being present in the moment
To create your next move.
Oh the things one sees when
We simply choose to observe
Without attachment to
What is deemed right or wrong in the
Eyes
Of earthlings grounded
In thought by gravity alone.
You will move blindly.
You will move slowly,
Lightly
To meet them.
Following with new senses;
Intuition sparking,
Illuminating the way.
Trust;
It takes much time and patience
For the wounded to
Open into love.
Shadows on the walls
Sun up high,
But I cannot move.
God,
I know you have to go but I don’t want you too.
I feel I should have done more,
Said more.
There is never enough time when the end is coming.
Feeling selfish cause it is not all about me,
But
Yes it is because i love you so.
And you say the light is blinding
And you will always be here
But
I don’t care,
I just don’t care.
I want you here where I can see you.
I want you here where I can hold you.
I just want you here.
I know you are in pain
And i know you are strong.
As soon as we are born
We know we are going to move on
Doesn’t make it any easier.
And here it is
Right before you,
Beside you,
Inside you.
This greatness everyone speaks of
And searches for.
This joy and fulfillment.
Search no more.
Here it is.
It is you. All that you are.
All that you see and feel.
Every movement, thought and breath.
Illustriousness;
You are.
Here,
Now,
Before and Always.
Love,
Breathe
And be.
Open your heart.
Open your mind.
Open your eyes.
Drop the definitions.
Knock down the fences.
Obliterate the walls.
You are in your own way.
You have constrained your mind,
Your heart.
And wrapped yourself
So tight in definitions,
You cannot breathe.
This barricade you have built
Has left you with nowhere to go and
Nothing new to see.
Now,
You have limited your own vision.
*originally published November 2014 @choleintodiamonds*
Came back to these old streets,
The path feels so natural beneath my feet.
Broken doorways,
They whisper my name.
They know me from before.
Now condemned;
Boarded windows
And graffiti walls.
No going back to
How it was.
Boards creak and walls speak.
They tell me,
“Move on little girl.
We loved you then,
We love you still.
Best be moving on.
Move along.
The ghosts who called you back
Be long gone.
There only remains residual
Energy of things turned to ash
Blowing now
In the wind.
Head East, or North
South or West.
It is best you move along.”
Periodically I get trapped inside
My mind.
My body knows it should
Stand up,
Should move.
My eyes try to look
Out the window.
I want to go outside and inhale life and
Lay in the sun
But
Then the thought of it all;
Moving myself,
Makes me cry.
Exhausts me.
And all goes silent
In my head.
The connection is lost
And every thought becomes
Slow motion
Until I remain
Motionless
And call it a draw.
With
Oxygen
I am movement.
With
Love
I am life.
When I enter
Chole Into Diamonds 