And
I dissolve into the sky.
Wanderlust
Takes me by the soul.
The open road.
The crashing surf.
So much magnificence to behold
In
And
On
This earth.
The very roots of the trees share my
Ancient truth.
They know the origin
Of my the journey.
If I stand still
And breathe
I
Remember the connection.
The very source of
The
Beginning.
There
I am.
Up here
On the mountain
I feel my spirit expand.
The walls vanish.
The noise of
A million voices
Cease to exist
And
I can hear my own heart.
I do not need to speak
A word
For
The wind knows my soul.
And I never fear being alone
As
Mother Earth
Holds me strong.
She holds me
With
A
Sacred
Love.
I will not stand
Upon a mountain high
And scream for you.
I will whisper your name
And feel it roll off my tongue
And over my lips
Like a
Magic Spell.
Where it will
Scatter
Over the hills
And above the clouds.
You will hear it
In your heart
And sense the time is now.
Your soul knows why
And this will defy all
Logic.
I am slowly
Learning to have compassion for the girl
That believed she had no voice.
The girl that was afraid to shine
Or make a sound.
Who had been beaten down.
Who had almost disappeared from
Existence.
She will always be a part of me.
She was not weak.
After all
She carried me on her own.
On every twist and turn.
Up
Mountains and through valleys
Alone,
She carried me.
She pulled me up off my knees.
She dug me out of the shadows
And pushed me
Into the light.
Lifted my gaze up to life.
Through sun and storms.
Through my entire life.
She carried me.
Now it’s my turn to
Carry her.
To love her and I realize what I thought
Were her weaknesses,
Led to my strengths.
I have stood
At the
Mountain’s edge
And gazed into
Forever,
Wondering if I should
Take a step into the
Nothingness.
I have felt
The breath of
Angels
Brush my cheek
And remind me
That there is love
Even in the
Darkness.
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