In this life
I had no idea i would miss so many
People;
Just one more hug.
In this life
I had no idea i would miss so many
People;
Just one more hug.
Sometimes
I believe i am well
Then i get this twisted gut
And this crooked eye
And they both dig into me deep
Dredging and pulling
Till they find something to ridicule
Laughing
And pointing
Mocking
And they dance with joy
As i swing and miss
Then retreat
Down
Down
Under reality
Into the depths of my mind
Where there is shelter
And silence
But
Not oxygen.
Perpetual space.
Mama’s rocking chair sits in the corner of
My room
Covered in laundry for months now;
Reminds me I miss her.
and here you are
climbing this mountain
the feeling of deja vu
leaves you disorientated
and panic stricken
feeling as if you have been on this journey before
maybe you have
but still have much to learn
so here you are
again
what did you miss last time?
I brought a missing bit of
My heart back to me today.
I went back and found it
Where i had
Left it full of sorrow
And i held it.
I let myself love this bit
And validate the fact that it
Truly loved me.
My heart missed itself.
I wonder,
In these dreams
I dream,
Where people come to visit
Is it I
Myself
Who has invited them
Or do they come of their own accord?
Do they,
As I lie missing them,
Long for my company
In the beyond
As well?
Can you hear me calling
Hear me calling for you?
I am falling
And I don’t know what to do.
Yearning
Craving
Begging for you
To
Come inside.
Paint me with your colors.
Shake my walls with your music.
Touch me with your love.
I’ve been waiting so long now
Don’t know how I’ve come to this.
I’ve been waiting so long now
Seems to be it’s you I miss.