We love and we fight;
It is not black and white.
Shades and adjustable lines of the mind.
We are all hypocrites.
We love and we fight;
It is not black and white.
Shades and adjustable lines of the mind.
We are all hypocrites.
I can think of no other;
And even the little hairs on my body rejoice at the thought of you,
Reaching for you
As you come near.
The heat at my center spreads
And the words fail to fall from my lips;
They cannot make the connection from my mind to my heart
Crashing into one another
In the rush to embrace all of you.
All the particles of us disperse
As night and day disappear
Bursting forth at our touch.
Creation.
This glimmer,
A new universe
Beginning.
New elements we become.
Unprecedented.
And just like that
Out of sight
Out of mind
And the
Everyday goings on
Go
On
The cogs and gears of the world keep
Turning whether
One is ready or not
And there is
A click click clicking
And a tick tick ticking at every turn
And
A knocking at every door
Where to go
What to do
Cease the madness.
Stop fearing and be.
And I never want to
Hurt like that again
So
I have been fearful,
So very afraid.
One step
And I hesitate, my feet placed lightly
As I hold my breath before
Pressing forward completely;
And wait.
Eyes wide open,
Telling my tears to stay tucked away,
To wait.
Wait a little longer.
It is not in my head nor irrational
For those things did happen leaving bruises on heart on skin,
Not happening merely once or twice.
Over and over.
In psyche I go deep.
Begin once again.
One step forward and breath.
Wait and observe, Listen and feel.
Muscles coiled around heart ready to retreat.
Consciously release tension;
Release grip on self.
Exhaustion sets in every muscle.
Stopping. Resting.
Replenish heart and mind
And begin again
With tomorrow’s sunrise.
Beauty and joy seep into depths slowly and lovingly
Replacing anxiety.
Sweet dreams start to outnumber nightmares.
Ever so tenderly reanimating hope.
Revive.
Be wary the mouths who claim they can
Save the world;
Self proclaimed heroes with
The smell of lies and smoke still on their breath.
Look behind them;
Left there in their wake
Lie
Fires and destruction
Started in self righteousness.
Here,
They now present themselves
Remorseless.
Placed before you
Master tricksters,
Half truths and slight of mind.
Different rules in every mind.
Each crossing different lines that they deem acceptable exceptions,
Then getting angry when others
Do their own thing.
Always someone going faster,
Always someone going slower.
So many minds with so many thoughts on how it should be,
Arguing over who is right and who is kinder.
(if we could only hear ourselves arguing over who is kinder )
If we could only see ourselves puffing out our chests believing we have won.
This is not a game,
(Sometimes it feels like it has turned into one big game).
Who is smarter, who has it harder.
Everyone telling,
Very few listening,
Truly listening.
Many clamoring knowing
A little piece about so much.
An
Unawareness spread out into little bits.
A couple thoughts on this and that
Knowing nothing about nothing.
Anger rising without sense.
Few just let it be and see.
Few
Are comfortable enough with this journey to
Observe and listen
And Be.
There is always more to learn,
In turn becoming quieter.
Listen.
Love,
Breathe
And be.
Open your heart.
Open your mind.
Open your eyes.
Drop the definitions.
Knock down the fences.
Obliterate the walls.
You are in your own way.
You have constrained your mind,
Your heart.
And wrapped yourself
So tight in definitions,
You cannot breathe.
This barricade you have built
Has left you with nowhere to go and
Nothing new to see.
Now,
You have limited your own vision.
*originally published November 2014 @choleintodiamonds*
Realizing we,
Trembling in touch.
A power conscious
Brought us here,
Unimagined in the human mind.
A seeing beyond
Blood and bone,
A realization.
Every step,
Change of mind,
Everyone ever known
All flowing
In the knowing
To keep all of this going;
Our paths to meet.
Cars passing by.
Faster, faster they go.
People are chasing time,
Yet
It is everywhere
And nowhere to be found,
Merely in their minds.
Rush. Stop. Go.
Pursuing what?
Nobody knows.
Oh my dear soul
Your skin,
Your heart and mind,
Have become saturated
With the ulterior motives
Of others.
It is time to take a step back
And get to know yourself.
Immersing in your own golden light,
These things will slough off and away
Leaving you to shine as
Your
True Self.
Pure illumination.