I fought love
A long,
Long time.
I put up my fists and stood
In
Defiance.
Pushing
And shoving
The slightest,
The kindest
Approach
Away.
Because that is what the ones wearing the disguise of love
Taught me to do.
Until
Into your soul
I wandered
And into your arms I fell.
I look at you and a thousand worlds
Awaken in my heart.
A thousand suns burn in my soul.
As love grows
And
Walls crumble
Around me
My love,
I come to you.
What does hanging on to
Hate and anger serve?
Only the darkness.
Only the destruction of self.
The weight of the darkness will only
Burden you
And keep you suspended
In continual unrest.
It will trap you.
Hate and anger only serve themselves
And will find extreme satisfaction
In your
Perpetual
Inner mayhem.
Walk in love, compassion and forgiveness.
It is the only way to move forward.
I am slowly
Learning to have compassion for the girl
That believed she had no voice.
The girl that was afraid to shine
Or make a sound.
Who had been beaten down.
Who had almost disappeared from
Existence.
She will always be a part of me.
She was not weak.
After all
She carried me on her own.
On every twist and turn.
Up
Mountains and through valleys
Alone,
She carried me.
She pulled me up off my knees.
She dug me out of the shadows
And pushed me
Into the light.
Lifted my gaze up to life.
Through sun and storms.
Through my entire life.
She carried me.
Now it’s my turn to
Carry her.
To love her and I realize what I thought
Were her weaknesses,
Led to my strengths.
We are all just seekers of
Love and laughter,
Acceptance
And truth.
Whatever we are after
The words only define
The same feelings inside
One and all.
And the
Earth continues to spin
Oblivious to these desires,
The fires burning in our souls.
And we carry on,
Waking up
Everyday
Determined to define them,
Find them
In different ways.
Nevertheless the desire
For
Love and laughter
Acceptance and truth
Remain.
If I were to lay down,
Lay down all of me
Allow you to see.
Would you be still?
Would you breathe?
Soak in the silence
Without stirring?
Could we love
Seeing the entirety of me
Feeling the completeness of us?
Could we settle in
The serenity
And share
The whole of you
With
Everything of me?
Allow me to see
Let me feel
The whole of you
In the stillness.
Come and find me.
In this storm.
Run with me in the rain.
Let it drench your skin
Soak you within.
Run until we are out of breath
Gasping for air.
And there
We will hold each other steady
Until we are ready
To run again.
Do you feel it?
Place your hand on my heart
Do you feel the
Passion?
That is love.
An
SOS
And it pulses through me.
Pulls you to me.
Into you.
Becomes the rhythm of you.
Your every breath
Every move
Pounding out
The steady signal.
Love
Come and find me.
There is love.
In this storm.
In the Rain.
There is
Love.
Love.
Cosmic infinity.
Beyond words.
Our souls were one
Before the birth of
Twilight.
When the stars
Were sleeping.
Still
Yet dreaming.
When the dust of the earth
Drifted in space
Searching and longing
For a place to meet and
Create
The beginning.
Before.
When the air was dark.
Still heavy
And craving.
Wishing only to be
Inhaled.
Completely consumed
By
Light and Love.
And then,
And Always,
We were
One.
If I could draw love
It would be scribbles and
Never ending
Loops without direction.
If I could paint love
It would be a brilliant
Mess of every color.
Looking more like
Child’s
Creation I guess.
Wild and free.
Thrown on a canvas
From the insides of me.
No rhyme
Or reason.
Just a crazy
Beautiful
Disaster.
Chole Into Diamonds 