Again and again
We are sent messengers
Messages
Everyday
Every hour
Everywhere
Again and again
We make choices
Again and again
Over and over
Until
We choose love
Always love.
Deathbed
Hands holding
Old regrets slip away
Heart still holding onto
Last
Breath
I love you
I love you
her mind was quite broken you see.
for so long the road to healing has been most tedious.
she has had to learn to allow herself grace
and tenderness unapologetically
she has had to learn she does not need to justify this to
anyone
for even she was unaware that those wounds were too painful to touch
that even her skin was deeply bruised
with heart and mind
and this takes time
giving herself space to grow new strength
unspoken
and nurturing her own roots
and spirit
which ultimately remain
unbroken
love and tenderness for oneself grow freely when welcomed
and cared for unconditionally
bare
the new grass tickling my skin
the world spinning as i look
up
and see you
smiling
and the touch of your hand as you brush my cheek
gravity releases its hold on us
and we float above
gone
there is love
and the world is gone
the air is gone
and I wake
there is love
and the new flowers bloom
I do not think you know this
Because
You are
Always looking at others
As if
Better than yourself,
But
Light itself
Travels the universe
With joy
To be
Reflected
From your skin.
You cast that love so far,
So high,
You have helped others create wings
To touch the sky.
And then you smile
And
You walk away.
You walk away as if
You
Did nothing.
The tree does not base
The depth of her love
For the Earth on
The weather.
Blushing.
Feeding the yearning.
Tears of desire
Sustain soul flowers growing,
Reaching for heaven.
Envelope love, my love.
Our
Hearts ecstasy
Overflowing.
The first chord
And I am taken back
To days
Gone by.
Mamma cooking in the kitchen with
Her favorite apron on.
Her cheeks rosie
And heart full.
Dad sitting back on the couch,
A big grin on his face.
Christmas records playing.
And laughter echoing
Through our
Tiny trailer insulated in snow.
Neighbors, friends and family crammed in every nook
As we celebrated
The holiday season.
(cigarette smoke filled the air and alcohol flowed amidst the peaceful chaos)
We could not help but touch for there
Was no room to hide.
We did not have much
But we had each other.
Ups and downs,
Good and bad.
We wore our love without shame.
Our humanness on the inside reaching out.
Pulling each other through the endless
Cold winter nights.
Each of us our own shade of light
Together creating a beacon to keep
Warm.
We magnified each others hearts with love.
And you
Can have it all.
From the ceilings
To the floor,
From the moon to
The sun,
From The Heavens
Above
To Hell down
Below.
Everything you
Want
And more.
I’m not in it
To win,
I’m in it
To
Live and love.
If I begin to weep
Be most certain
It is only because
I am overwhelmed by the
Beauty
Of
Your love,
The truth in your touch.