I did linger in the mire of
Self defeating thoughts for
Most of my life,
I am learning to stand up for myself
To myself.
I did linger in the mire of
Self defeating thoughts for
Most of my life,
I am learning to stand up for myself
To myself.
Hotel.
I draw a hot bath, pouring generous amounts of bubble bath under the faucet.
I immerse myself slowly as the temperature of the water is a bit too hot.
White tub, white shower curtains,
White noise fan.
Speckled walls.
Sleepy eyelids closing.
I want to stay here and dream.
The water is getting chilly
And the faucet is dripping ice cold drops on my toes,
Reminding me this is no fairytale.
The fan is singing to me
And no one is asking me questions now.
I will stay just a little longer.
Linger just a little longer.
Linger just a little longer
As tears trickle
Down my skin eventually mixing with the bath water.
I will merely imagine
I am adrift in the ocean.
Tomorrow will
Be here
When it so chooses,
Let’s not rush love.
Steady your hands.
Keep my lips company with yours.
Linger
A little longer.
Let your fingers linger
On my skin.
Intoxicate me with
The rhythm of your heart.
Bury yourself in the
Unsung
Depths
Of a passion
Begun in the soul
Unknown
Until this moment.
Held in the heart,
An awakened
Secret waiting
For this spark
To ignite
And take on a life
Of its own.