There is this burning in my belly,
This aching in my breast.
I struggle to keep my heart contained
Within my chest.
It is just the thought of you,
For you are not even near.
It’s just my atoms
And cells
Retain
The body of you.
Come home.
My heart will not stay still much longer
For
It is not where it belongs.
It’s just
What I must endure
While I am
Imagining
You here.
I am
Aching and breathing.
I am
Aching and dreaming.
*choleintodiamonds* originally posted
October 2015
Yesterday.
What’s done is done.
This moment,
What is yet to come.
My mind keeps
Digging,
Burying
And wondering.
Remembering,
Creating
And forgetting.
Let sleep come none to soon
And carry me to dreamland
Where no one
Restrains these
Thoughts.
These imaginings and reminiscings in
Sweet, vivid colors
As I dance through fallen
And falling leaves in the deep
Magical forest.
Snowflake flurries.
My amusement and joy magnified
In kaleidoscopic colors and melodies.
Peaceful
Joy.
Peaceful breaths.
Your lips
So far away.
Biding time.
I find myself
Imagining the day away
While awake.
I do not recognize
This new ache for more.
The fantasy;
This ecstasy
That fills me
Remains
Drunk on dreams
Of reality.
My heart fervent;
An accelerated tempo inside.
I am left wanting.
She must
Stop and contain herself
As she imagines
His mind moving freely
About her body.
She knows
His
Thoughts
Play
With her.
They
Wander
Her skin frequently.
There is this burning in my belly,
This aching in my breast.
I struggle to keep my heart contained
Within my chest.
It is just the thought of you,
For you are not even near.
It’s just my atoms
And cells
Retain
The body of you.
Come home.
My heart will not stay still much longer
For
It is not where it belongs.
It’s just
What I must endure
While I am
Imagining
You here.
I am
Aching and breathing.
I am
Aching and dreaming.
Chole Into Diamonds 