There you stood
Looking at the clouds
Talking to yourself out loud
When you believed
No one was around.
I saw you standing there
The smile gone from your face.
Lost in a dream.
Lost in a lifetime
And space.
And my heart ached
As I recognized
Myself in you.
To feel your pulse upon my skin
Would surely drive me
Mad.
In an
Intoxicatingly
Beautiful way
To be certain.
To be so close.
To become the air of one
Would be the beginning
Of
Dreams.
And the end of
Fear.
Everyone
Loves to gaze in awe
Upon
The loveliness
Of a fully blossomed flower.
But I,
I love to gaze
Upon
The tightly gathered bud
And dream
Of secret beauty
Yet
To come.
I find you in my dreams
And when I awake
Your memory
Remains.
I hear your melody
In the dark.
In the beating
Of my heart.
I see your name in the stars
As I lie
Under the moon
And dream
In color.
And
There
You are.
As my soul bathes in
Starlight,
There you are.
As my tears,
They
Turn to
Stardust,
There you are.
The sun is going down
And kissing us goodnight.
The moon is shining high
Lending us her light.
We love under her guidance.
We dream.
The summer air caresses us.
The universe
She cradles us.
Our hearts they beat as one.
It has begun.
You and me
Were always meant to be.
So what do you want to do?
Where do you want to go?
Tell me your love is true.
Tell me you want to know.
That I’ve got a little secret.
I was going to try and keep it
But your eyes, they are sparkling
And my smile, I can’t hide it.
And your laugh it is addictive
It stirs the music in my soul.
So let’s love while we can.
Come on,
Take my hand
And let’s fly
Higher than we’ve ever flown.
Where beauty steals the
Air from our lungs
And never look down.
I am going to sleep
And in my dreams I will meet you
On the oceans edge.
Where the waves come
To kiss the shore
And stir the sand.
There I will stand.
Where they greet each other
With a never ending caress.
Never to rest.
They have become the motion,
The waves of the ocean.
Always coming back for more
The waters crave the shore.
Traveling the curves of the
Earth
To Embrace.
Dancing with grace,
Ever longing
For the magical song of the
Moon.
I can’t tell you where to go
I can’t tell you what to feel
Here I sit.
I cannot sleep yet I am exhausted.
I want to laugh.
I want to cry.
I want to curl up in the closet.
I want to run beside the ocean.
I want to scream.
I want to sit atop a mountain and feel the wind in my hair.
Feel it stroke my face.
I want to dance and laugh and sing until I collapse.
I want to forget.
I want to stand tall, walk forward
And never look back.
I want my heart back in one piece.
I want to sleep and dream and I want to wake up feeling safe with a smile in my heart.
I want to trust.
I want to let go and love,
Hold nothing back.
I want to lean and rest my soul.
I want to breathe.
I want to break the surface.
I want to revive my heart.
I want to give a piece of me without regret.
I want to break the chains my heart and mind have bound me in.
I want to sigh.
I want to cut the anchor and soar.
I want to speak softly and be heard.
I want to lie in a field of flowers and watch the clouds drift by and listen to the wind caress the trees.
I want to believe in myself.
I want to be.
Chole Into Diamonds 