Tag Archives: death

Mar31

True Nature

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The bathtub faucet has been dripping for weeks,

I find peace in the sound that once grated me.

My cat has cried every night since his brother died;

He has now torn the curtains off the back door window

In his pursuit to turn the handle and escape outside.

It is his true nature of course.

My heart aches as well.

Aug19

Here

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Shadows on the walls

Sun up high,

But I cannot move.

God,

I know you have to go but I don’t want you too.

I feel I should have done more,

Said more.

There is never enough time when the end is coming.

Feeling selfish cause it is not all about me,

But

Yes it is because i love you so.

And you say the light is blinding

And you will always be here

But

I don’t care,

I just don’t care.

I want you here where I can see you.

I want you here where I can hold you.

I just want you here.

I know you are in pain

And i know you are strong.

As soon as we are born

We know we are going to move on

Doesn’t make it any easier.

Oct3

Nevertheless

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I got the news today
That a boy
I love
Died.
He never knew
I loved him.
It was the love of a young teenage
Girl
For a young teenage boy.

nevertheless love is love

 

His smile made
My heart jump
Out of my body.
A boy whose spark is burned in me.
No regrets here.
Just thankful to have
Been so near him
In this life.
To have felt his touch,
To have heard his laughter
And experience his
Soul.
Love always.