One of
Our greatest fears is admitting accountability;
For then we must see our words and actions
Do make a difference in this world.
Each of us contribute to both the pain and joy.
Until we face ourselves and change our awareness of our own selves,
Reactions of heart and mind,
We allow ourselves to be merely pawns.
When I was ready; when I had had enough,
I began to dig deep and face some memories I had tried not to keep. Some parts of me had been in hiding or dressed in disguise;
Pretending to be invisible.
It took longer than I thought it might.
I had to hold myself accountable for my own part and went back to the start.
I did not realize how far away from myself I was
Until I started retracing the steps back to myself.
Healing.
Truth is
Awareness,
Knowing when to speak up
And when to listen.
Thinking
About and becoming aware your true intentions.
Holding yourself accountable.
Ego is self,
Soul is for highest good.
Only by diving deep
Into self and observing
Does one find the truth
Within the truth.
Fluidity in thoughts and actions.
Ever questioning; diving deeper,
Rising higher and settling oneself in reflection.
What serves in healing and awareness is fluid.
Flow in the stillness.
And the truth of it all is ones individual ego truth is not everyones.
Chole Into Diamonds 