Monsters

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The monsters of men.

The undoing of me.
Ripped me open.
Tore me apart.
Petal by petal
And only then
Did they smirk.
Left me opened
And hurt.
A black
Hole
In
My soul.
An open wound
Hemorrhaging.
I,
Devoid of heart.
Wrapped up neatly
And put away.
Dreaming I was
An untouched
Gift
From another world,
Who
Might
Be
Discovered
Another day.

Could

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I was thinking
Maybe I could hold you for a while?
Maybe I could cry a little.
You could pull me close.
I could touch your lips
You could whisper my name.
Maybe.
You could hold me for a while.
In this
Shelter
We could remain
Pleased.
You could try to forget
The world spinning round,
I could lay my heart on your chest
And forget all the rest
Of the mayhem outside.
We could shed our tears together
Mix them with a little love.
Share a few sighs
Feel the lightening as we touch.
I could listen to your song
Maybe I could sing along.
If you were to touch me
Could I look you in the eyes
Or would i run away and hide
Like I always do?
Would I let you
Wipe away my tears
So softly?
Hear you say my name
Or cover my soul in shame?

Run Away

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I let you see me.
I’ve let you in too
Close.
I……

Will run.

I
Must
Rush away
As fast as I can
And
Hide.
Turn my face
Away
And
Withhold the broken bits.
I just can’t do it.
I can’t let you
See
The inside,
Wasted
Pieces
Of me.
I will shove you away
With these two hands of mine.
I will shove you away
And a piece of me will die.
Inside.
I love you.
I love you,
You see
But you are not
Allowed,
In turn
To love me.
I’ll run away
And try to forget
That you ever touched me
That our souls ever met.

Often Times

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Often times

I misplace myself.
I don’t know
Where I left me.
Maybe at the playground.
Maybe on the kitchen floor.
Maybe,
Just maybe
I don’t remember anymore.
Maybe I’m just a memory.
Better left unspoken.
My mind has left this plane
Of reality.
Even the softest touch
Leaves a bruise
On my flesh.
The brush of
Breath,
Pain.
Maybe I left myself outside too long.
Out there in
The storming  rain.

Dare

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Dare to drink
The poem
That is me.
Dare to let
My moves settle
In your soul.
Dare to take me
Whole.
Lie with me in grass of green.
Dream with me in clouds of white.
Dance with me in days of wonder.
Dream with me in nights of slumber.
Feel this life upon our skin.
Drink the untrained passion
Hear the pulse of satisfaction.
Ride the endless heat
In this divine existence.
And you will know
You have the
Steadfastness
To dare.
Take me whole.
I dare
You.

We Were New And Wild And Full Of Fire

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We
Were new
And wild
And full of fire.
Our blood pumping
Through our veins.
Couldn’t wait for our feet to hit
The floor.
Run out the door
Fly and play
Always waiting for the
Beginning
Of a new day.
Cheeks flushed
With promise.
Words gushed
From our hearts,
Full of hopes
And dreams.
How we did not heed
The words of our elders
“Enjoy the moments. Savor the feelings.
For before you know it
They are gone.”
What did those fools know?
We knew better
When we were

New and

Wild and

Full of fire.
Now my body is a little colder
My bones feel a bit older
My blood is pumping a little slower
As my feet
They hit the floor.
Now I’m not so eager
To listen to the ticking of
Time.
All these memories of mine
Locked in my head.
Seems I’m left
Dreaming
Of those days.
Those days
When
I was young and wild and full of fire.