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In Between
Some of those days were
Absolutely glorious.
And i do not wish to cloud such
Memories with my overthinking
Adult mind,
Just relish in my childhood recollections
Of crisp fall days
And running.
Running until my lungs burned
And i fell to the
Grass
Exuberantly
Exhausted.
Joyful without
Over analyzing
And immersed
In the innocence.
Oh my childhood friends,
What times were had by us
In our little realm of
Make believe;
Escaping our volatile realities together,
If only in moments, to carry us to the next.
The in between times.
Not Today
I cannot reach myself,
I keep running away.
Usually I can find
Myself
But not today.
Savor
When i was young
I was
Always
In a hurry
For
Endings and beginnings.
Now i just want to feel it all.
Savor
Every moment.
Choose
Eyes open.
Eyes closed.
You choose whether to see.
Eat it or wear it
there once was a little girl
who loved to giggle
sometimes she would not like
what she was told to eat
in her stubbornness
she would sit at the table all alone
until darkness came;
Til all but two were tucked in bed.
She would get thumped upside the head
and called some terrible things
but still she would sit hoping they would forget
her plate was not clean.
words were screamed
and words were repeated but to bring the spoon to her lips,
she just would not do it.
And in the end she would go to bed dirty.
stripped naked she was forced to stand
while the food she refused to eat,
well,
it was rubbed all over her bare skin
(mashed potatoes and peas burned in her memories)
in her nose and her ears
And down to her toes.
her pretty brown hair mangled and messed
perhaps one day she would learn;
and she did.
She learned not to speak,
she learned not to argue.
she learned to do what she was told,
to eat every morsel on the plate before her
until nothing was left;
And she slowly disappeared.
*originally published August 2016 @choleintodiamonds*
Break
So many
Break their own heart, mind and
Bones to fit in a box
Just to feel loved,
While their soul
Is free
Coaxing and loving them still,
“Come with me come with me.”
Gardens
I sit in the gardens,
The smell of soil
Filling my veins.
Distant sounds of traffic and
Humans
Disappear
As the hummingbird does his thing before Me,
Flitting
And flapping.
Cicadas and dragonflies.
This music cradles me as I sway to the rhythm;
Become the rhythm.
Vitality and rejuvenation joining
In my heart and mind.
I am so far away,
So very close.
Everywhere yet nowhere,
Dancing energy intertwining.
Merging and surging.
A decadent,
Ceaseless heartbeat melody
Of stillness abounds and sways.
Reborn.
I fell to my knees in sorrow.
(We fell to our knees)
If this all be for naught,
Oh do not let it be for naught.
For my heart has broken
(Our hearts are breaking)
And the Angels haves spoken.
I do not know if i have the strength to rise
Once more.
(We will rise)