Not once have I taken pause
To look back in regret
Those moments I put aside
A task at hand
To savor with complete enjoyment
My children;
To delight in all that they are.
They are the joy of my heart.
Not once have I taken pause
To look back in regret
Those moments I put aside
A task at hand
To savor with complete enjoyment
My children;
To delight in all that they are.
They are the joy of my heart.
The word in the neighborhood
Was you wanted to kiss me.
You with your beautiful eyes
And playful grin.
Sometimes I would ride my bike by your house on the way to the park.
(my green girls bike with the funky handle bars and seat)
I thought it was dorky because all the cool kids rode boy bikes
Or banana seat bikes.
(And honestly,
I was just happy to have a bike)
Anyway,
You would say “Hi” in that rough voice of yours.
Brunette curls just covering your left eye.
Cigarette hanging off your lip;
Laid back as could be.
You didn’t know I could see your bruises.
The ones you tried to hide.
(I hid mine too)
I was too shy to even speak so I would keep riding by
All the while holding my breath.
(Truthfully
I never thought I was enough for anyone)
Sometimes I remember the kiss.
Just a peck on the cheek but still…….
Do you?
I don’t know where I am going.
Not even where I have been.
Sometimes it feels like a dream
From end to beginning
Wishing and thinking
Trying to fly away when I feel too heavy.
Maybe I should have let you kiss
Me
That moonless night.
These weary legs of mine
Have carried me when my heart
Believed I was done.
When my eyes saw only shadows
My soul ignited a fire that lit the way
So I could see.
And I go,
I go on.
For once
I did not shade my eyes
And turn away from love.
I entered into the fever
Bidding
Heat to
Singe me to the core;
Thereby regarding my heart as if anew.
I,
Bound in this
Internal prison
No more.
That aching doubt
You keep tucked
Under your ribcage,
Recognize it and allow it to be held kindly.
Grant love permission to come around
And settle deep
Therein.
We are neither one
Nor the other
Which we try to
Call each other.
Identities created leave us encased in circles.
Either looking up or down,
Not around.
Forgetting there is more.
Thinking we are bound by others thoughts on life
And love.
We are too much to be reduced
To mere words created
In an effort to make sense.
All is silent in the aftermath.
All that is given can readily be taken away
Just as in life and death
To those that hold no honor
In their heart
For the soul of another.
With
Oxygen
I am movement.
With
Love
I am life.
And here it comes again,
Gravitational pull.
Every cell of this body
Aches
To feel your heartbeat on this body.
I did not ask you to leave
Sweet whispers
Hidden so deep;
So exquisitely
On my skin.
Ravish my heart
Love
Until there is nothing left.
I cannot carry this yearning
Another
Moment.