Wretchedness has
Shackled me to my bed today.
She is a most
Undesirable visitor.
Knows me so well.
Waits until i am so weak and weary,
Deceives me
And preys upon my thoughts
Piling on one after another.
Smothering me, keeping me writhing
And gasping for oxygen.
(She knows me so well)
I open my eyes and try to look away
But I get entranced by her siren song,
So deadly yet so serene
And i must just see her,
Must hear her.
My body settles into the sheets.
Gone.
Come time, minutes or hours
Or longer
Til I overpower her;
Wretchedness.
I rise to touch the sun, my eyes catching
Glitter that remains
Twisted in my sheets,
And I am momentarily blind.