Bleeding dry.
What does hanging on to
Hate and anger serve?
Only the darkness.
Only the destruction of self.
The weight of the darkness will only
Burden you
And keep you suspended
In continual unrest.
It will trap you.
Hate and anger only serve themselves
And will find extreme satisfaction
In your
Perpetual
Inner mayhem.
Walk in love, compassion and forgiveness.
It is the only way to move forward.
I am slowly
Learning to have compassion for the girl
That believed she had no voice.
The girl that was afraid to shine
Or make a sound.
Who had been beaten down.
Who had almost disappeared from
Existence.
She will always be a part of me.
She was not weak.
After all
She carried me on her own.
On every twist and turn.
Up
Mountains and through valleys
Alone,
She carried me.
She pulled me up off my knees.
She dug me out of the shadows
And pushed me
Into the light.
Lifted my gaze up to life.
Through sun and storms.
Through my entire life.
She carried me.
Now it’s my turn to
Carry her.
To love her and I realize what I thought
Were her weaknesses,
Led to my strengths.
I don’t know if my heart can make anymore
Emotion.
I think the gears are permanently
Broken.
They are seized up
And frozen.
Searching for a current
To jolt them into
Rhythm.
When I call out in hope,
All I hear in response
Is
An echoing emptiness.
Chole Into Diamonds 