Share with me my insanity.
Meld your crazy
Broken madness
With mine
Until we become a
Perfectly
Intoxicated
Existence of
Our own.
Monthly Archives: February 2014
Maybe Not
He yells again.
I fall to the shadows
Inside my soul.
I don’t know if I can take anymore.
I close my eyes and fly
To a magical, quiet place.
I close my heart
And cringe as he touches
My face.
My stomach turns
I hold my breath
Knowing I’ve made him upset
Once more.
And I feign the act of life.
I smile outside
As strangers
Continue to walk by.
Avert my eyes.
Always looking down
While I silently
Crumple to the ground.
Maybe I’m not strong enough.
Maybe I’m a fool.
Maybe living in this deranged
Place is
Where I’m meant to be.
Maybe I’ve misunderstood the
Meaning of free.
Then again,
Maybe Not.
Connected
The clouds that we see.
The air that we breathe.
The rain that washes us clean.
It is all connected
As it travels the earth
In the journey
To rebirth
And begin anew.
Reinventing itself
And spreading
Life and
Delight
To us all.
Secrets
Secrets.
I am very good at keeping them.
I can carry them home in my pocket
And make you think
That I forgot
Them.
Return
And here I return
To the red dirt.
Return to the stillness
In me.
To the place I first found peace.
And my soul does weep
As again
The sand does slip through my
Hands.
As the earth
Does settle my soul
With its beautiful Song.
The healing of time
Reawakens
My desire to climb
Back to the stars
And beyond.
Love and light,
Earth and air,
Combine to provide
The current so that I may glide
Higher and higher
To places and desires
Eternal,
Yet to be journeyed
By my heart.
How
Hey You
Hey.
Rouse
Morning flower bud
Sleeping silently in night
Petals gently rouse
Seekers
We are all just seekers of
Love and laughter,
Acceptance
And truth.
Whatever we are after
The words only define
The same feelings inside
One and all.
And the
Earth continues to spin
Oblivious to these desires,
The fires burning in our souls.
And we carry on,
Waking up
Everyday
Determined to define them,
Find them
In different ways.
Nevertheless the desire
For
Love and laughter
Acceptance and truth
Remain.
Breath By Breath
I am
Trying to revive myself.
I often catch myself holding my breath
And just standing still.
Staring into the distance.
My mind
Wandering through
Unbelievable realms.
My soul trying to escape.
I am
Doing my best to pull myself
Away from a past lifetime that
Has left me
So broken,
And somehow
Stronger than I once believed.
Yet step
By
Single step
I am managing.
And bit
By little bit
I am holding my head
Higher.
Breath by
Heavy
Breath
The air is getting lighter.
And
With each
Beautiful
Note
I add to my new song,
My soul is shining brighter.